I can't live without music . Love to cook dream of a Michelin star .Go swimming ,love to ride my bike to be always in motion.I have a soft heart, although I look cool or funny. I'm actually a very sensitive and delicate. I love body to smear the body with oil .Experience with boys, very few share your very interesting to me. AND NOW I will tell you a story . and it's true, for some it will be a shock, but the truth can't escape! I went to school and what not soared , but at the moment my life turned around . the older guys after school, gave me to try hard drugs , it all ended with that I went into a coma for 4 days and I had a clinical death. After I was treated and stood in a drug treatment clinic and under the supervision of the police all looked at me like I did it deliberately, then it was allocated at school , although I agreed, because I was very young I was at that time 9 years. After rehab and it lasted 1 year. I started swimming and by age 14 became the champion in the competition .I was in very good shape, and started to chat with the guys who were in the local criminal gangs, they need a guy with a strong physique body,in high school I had bad grades, as in the case of drugs I didn't have time or due to treatment or workout in the pool , in the end, I was left standing on the account in narcological clinic and the police.You will ask, what about parents or guardians, if they are, but they are not . Dad I only saw on the weekends he's the father who always was drunk the last time I saw him when I was 12 years old, he eventually died from cirrhosis of the liver. Mother too much to drink and is now drinking with her, we don't communicate, because very often she doesn't recognize me because drunk mother and despises that I'm Bi.In consequence of that I made friends with criminals , I started to smoke weed and sell it, I need the money, do not take a job at this age , and income were small, if you are working officially and with all the bad agencies access me was closed , only if the dirty work in connection with shortage of staff, because I have not yet reached adulthood I was paid 50% of salary - I quickly gave up because it was self-destruction. There were years I barely graduated high school and decided to enroll in a good University, but nothing came of it due to bad reputation and low grades in the certificate.I decided not to faint sent to hell, and began to lead a riotous life, like every day for the past, as a result, at the age of 17 I was sentenced to 2 years.Until adulthood I was in the area for teenagers , there was chaos and it was hell,I was there for six months, after which I was accepted into the adult colony, there was much easier and time went by faster, there was at least some order.You ask why I have a period , well, the aggravating circumstances were numerous, and the judge said he would not give his friend goes to jail , then my friend would have given 8 years because it already reached adulthood , I decided to cover up and take the blame , but he died from a drug overdose in 1 year,other friends, when I asked for help, they seemed to have disappeared.There I had my first experience with gays , but that it was impossible to show because all gay people in prison, lower class and spoke only secret.In prison I began to take hard drugs and I was again clinical death . I was trying to quit hard drugs and stress fell ill with TB, although there are many factors that affect nutrition , Hygiene, etc. as time went on, I was in the hospital and as soon as it is restored by the end of the prison.Freedom for me was something incredible, there were a lot of temptations , the same friends who came with fake smiles , but I thought these the signs of destiny was not in vain and it is necessary as that to change your life or it will end badly.I can't find a job, I had more time to do the dirty work ,but would not return to crime and not to start a circle.I met an old friend from school, he was a very good cook and he taught me everything that we worked together for 3 years.After the beginning of the military conflict in Ukraine and earnings fell sharply, people are saving not go to restaurants and there were lots of crimes, lots of good places are closed.So I'm gay and bi in our country despise and hate, I hope you'll understand me I need Frank communication and new friends await you and Your Messages . I hope to find many friends here , I don't want more in the world of drugs and crime